@lizzielizzzard
scheadere123@gmail.com
@lizzielizzzard scheadere123@gmail.com
OBSIDIAN
FOR A SPLIT SECOND
I SEE MY NAME,
WRITTEN BY HAND,
ON THE SIDE
OF A BUILDING,
LOVING HIM LIKE A BROTHER,
A REAL UNCONDITIONAL LOVER,
ALWAYS SUCKING
ON SOME MENTHOL BULLSHIT.
I’M IN BEREAVEMENT,
BECAUSE
I’VE REALIZED
THEY’RE JUST SAYING WORDS.
LIKE PENNY,
REPENT,
AND WATER. SO MUCH WATER.
IT MEANS NOTHING,
NOT SO MUCH,
AS DAY-DRINKING,
IN THE MONTH
OF MAY.
EVEN THOUGH,
THESE THINGS HAVE
OUT-WORSENED
THEMSELVES.
From now on, I’m only fucking men with master’s degrees, SHE SAYS.
HOW DO YOU NOT WANT TO DIE HERE?
I’M BREATHING IN
THE AIR
THAT EXITS
YOUR MOUTH.
THIS IS
TAKING
SPACE, AND
I GET IT,.